Hey, so before I start, let me just make it very clear, I’m a hypochondriac. I work at a tractor supply and multiple times a day I am moving 100lbs at a time if not more. So it could just be muscle exhaustion for all I know, and I’m freaking myself out, you know?
Now that, THAT, is out of the way..
2 years ago, on November 8th of 2024, I was in an ATV accident. It landed on top of me and into a ditch with me still beneath it. For reference, I am 5’ tall, and weight about 105-110lbs. It lacerated my liver, gave me a stomach ulcer, bruised my left kidney, broke my 11th and 12th left rib, concussed me via whiplash, and fractured/broke my L1,L2, and L3 vertebra. During the time in the hospital they also found out I had a cerebral fluid leak at the base of my skull that I was told was not lethal, probably from the past and not my crash as I don’t recall hitting my head at all during said crash, and I could basically just ignore it. It gives me constant headaches but I am without insurance so I can’t get it fixed. I am also left now without the left three fins attached and was told would adsorb into my body.
Well, two years later, I am now showing possible signs of nerve damage. I’ll be honest, because I had no insurance I did not go to physical therapy like I was suppose to. I could not afford it. Crazy.
Sometimes when I run my fingers over my old fracture sight, I get the sharpest, almost burning pain that just runs up my spine. Even now the area aches as I right this out, and feels like when I was healing from the fracture the first time. It’s hard for me to lay on my sides like it was the first time I tried after breaking my back. It’s horrible, I can’t even slouch for a long period of time like normal people because it just aches, hurts, and locks up.
Again, I could just be tripping myself out. I do it all the time with the stomach pain I feel because I was diagnosed with IBS. But this feels different from my usual back pain. I mean I can’t even touch it without it sending shocks of pain up my spine. I don’t know.
I know if I’m really concerned I should go to a doctor, only issue is I’m still insurance-less, and even with insurance I am poor. I’ve looked into the Medicaid/medicare stuff and always get denied. Texas doesn’t have many other options for people who are working part time, and my job won’t offer me full time for insurance. So I’m at a loss of what to do.
Thanks for kind of just reading my medical rant. Because that’s lowkey what this turned into. I appreciate any advice anyone could give me. I’m considering if I could possibly get a back brace and if that’d help?