tl;dr: basically what the title says, I feel like I am stuck in my assistant/helper position with no advancement in the foreseeable future, and am incredibly burnt out on my education and not sure what I want to do about it
Hello everyone,
I don't really post here often but feel the need to vent today and not sure where else to do it besides here, sorry if this runs on not sure how much I'll write.
I'm a 21 year old survey tech at a civil engineering firm in Indiana and I've been in a sort of field assistant role for the last couple years I've worked here, hopping between party chiefs helping them with whatever needs done around the state. I love the job and the work we do, mostly topos for infrastructure projects for INDOT and a few counties and municipalities around Indiana and the occasional ROW staking and section corner perpetuation.
I love surveying and plan on doing this for a long time but I feel like I rarely ever get the chance to actually do surveying work. I have worked for 2, almost 3 years this coming February and feel like my level of responsibility on the job has only decreased over this time, not increased. The first year I worked here, 2024, that summer our survey manager had me do a full topo of a mile of residential street, the blocks on both sides of the road, and had me process it all in Civil3D afterwards and I figured I would continue doing that kind of thing as I worked here. However I have never been able to do that kind of work since. Most of my job now is just standing next to the total station making sure it isn't stolen or sitting in the truck while my chief does topo work, since it's a one-man job at my company. The only opportunities I get to really contribute is when we are running bench circuits or doing section corner work, neither of which is very often. I love this job when I'm given the chance to shoot topo myself, or I'm sent to look for property corners or section corners by myself while my boss is shooting topo, but the 80% of the time I'm just standing there all I can think about is going home or even changing careers, and most of all I guess I just feel bored.
I'm not sure if I just have very incorrect expectations of the level of responsibility I should have with my experience, I know I only have a little over 2.5 years of experience (only 1.5 of which was full-time) but I just wish I had more chances to really do surveying work. There's times I'm so bored that I'm excited to just cut line or get inverts on structures. I don't hold anything against my crew chiefs, they really do their best to make sure I get a chance to contribute, but just being practical most of our work is one-man work, so when I am on the data collector they are the ones that end up just standing around and I think our survey manager just isn't too concerned with my advancement considering he's only a couple months from retiring.
In my last annual review I asked the boss if I was doing anything wrong or if there were any areas I could improve, any criticism from the chiefs I work with, etc. and he said I was doing great, but when I asked if there was some kind of plan or roadmap for me getting some more responsibility, the chance to do work on my own, a set of equipment, a company truck, really ANYTHING more than where I am at right now, he said he had no plans on it in the foreseeable future, at least until one of our chiefs retires. Well, our oldest chief is 57 and a decade out from retirement so that's not happening anytime soon, especially since INDOT work has slowed wayyyy down with the gas tax suspension and the owners warning of a slow 1, or potentially 2+, years ahead for my company.
I am also burnt out in my education. I was attending Purdue University for civil engineering when I got hired as a part-time intern, but due to some major family events that resulted in no longer speaking to my father my mental was fucked and I had to transfer to an online surveying program at Vincennes. I am thankful that our survey manager hired me on as a full-time survey tech, under one condition, I finish my education at Vincennes. I am just so burnt out on school, though. I am paying out-of-pocket for it and it is seriously hitting my finances, I get reimbursed after every semester but until that reimbursement comes in it is very difficult. I have been attending university since 2022 and won't graduate until the end of 2027 at the earliest, and after paying one of the tuition bills today I realized I just don't care about the education. I've barely learned anything in over a year of online school as my lectures and coursework are AI-generated for the most part, and I just don't have any interest in the licensed, office-facing side of the industry.
The part of surveying I enjoy is being outdoors, working with my hands, translating maps into the real world and the real world into maps, being in a new place every day, travel, etc. and I'm just not interested at all in the office side of things, besides maybe a field to finish role.
I guess my questions, if anyone has bothered reading this far, are is there anything I can do to advance my career more, to get into a position where I can do more field work myself? Am I just being delusional about where I should be in my career with my experience and just keep grinding away as a helper boy? Even though I love the work my company does and my coworkers, would jumping to another company give me that opportunity with my 2.5 years of experience? And even though I know it probably isn't smart, would I be able to advance into doing more field work without finishing my degree?
Sorry for yapping that much, wasn't really planning on writing that much and don't really expect anyone to read this whole thing just felt extra annoyed and burnt-out today