r/chemistry • u/LonelyMushroom4313 • 8h ago
On the verge of quitting Organic Chemistry. I just can't do this anymore.
I’m really at my absolute breaking point and on the verge of quitting. I started a Master's program in chemistry with a different Bachelor's background, and my previous school’s organic chemistry teaching was a total disaster. The professor used a "flipped learning" technique that resulted in most of the class failing, after which they just lowered the passing criteria so the rest of us barely scraped by.
Now, in my Master's, I’ve had to take Bachelor-level organic chemistry courses because the Master's-level stuff is absolute Greek to me. The problem is, I still don't understand anything. The basic introductory course isn't even until next year, but I’m required to pass an advanced organic chemistry course before that just to take Master's courses. My graduation is already going to be delayed.
I am trying so hard, but nothing is sticking. I try to read a chapter of the textbook thoroughly, but it feels like there aren't enough hours in the day. I read so slowly, and this mental block just makes everything worse. To be clear: I don't have a learning disability, and my GPA in other subjects—like analytical chemistry—is actually really good.
I do the exercises, and I even went as far as hiring private tutors. The first one smelled like stale alcohol and understood nothing, and my current one spends 60 minutes on a single problem and has to Google every second question.
I am so desperate. Nowadays, just opening the textbook makes me start crying. My brain is completely blocked, and I'm seriously on the verge of changing my major.
I don't want to believe that I'm just someone who can't learn organic chemistry, but I just can't take it anymore... sobbing...I've tried going through the basics on my own, but the second I have to think about reaction mechanisms at the electron level, I just freeze and can't do it.
Please, any advice or perspective would mean the world right now. I feel completely lost. A good YouTube-channel recommendations are also welcome.
