r/insomnia • u/SgtPopNFresh_ • 1h ago
Terrifying experience on ambien
I’ve been taking the occasional 10mg ambien described by my doctor for over 2 years with no issue. Like many people I have a few funny stories about seeing weird things or having crazy dreams but nothing that worried me. Until last night.
I was feeling extremely anxious and upset and took a pill because I thought I wouldn’t be able to sleep without it. Even while taking it I thought “I wonder if this will make things worse?” I suppose I may have just locked myself into that mindset at that point and doomed myself then and there. About a half hour later, oh my god I went totally insane. Total gibberish, wild thoughts. Ended up texting with 2 crisis hotlines at the same time, and since they’re text messages they are preserved for me to read over and over again. The things I was saying were terrifying (75% gibberish which made it scary). And the worst part….I now remember that I continuously would get out of bed, go to the bathroom, and TAKE MORE PILLS. I think my brain thought they “weren’t working.” Had I been a little stupid I could have potentially died. I miraculously woke up in time for work on time the next morning, but it too until noon before I started feeling like myself. And another several hours before I started putting the pieces together.
So yeah…no more ambien for me. At least not for a long time. Let this be a cautionary tale to be careful when taking them in a vulnerable mindset. And maybe put your phone in a lockbox.