r/psychoanalysis • u/third1eye • 3h ago
Racism in groups
Hi everyone, I am a practicing trainee participating in groups as part of the training.
As a person of colour, I have become the container / target (the othered ‘black object’) of the white members of the group. I am aware of the uncomfortable, shame, guilt and intolerable feelings that are being projected onto me and expressed as psychic and verbal attacks (including shouting and finger pointing). Whenever I offer a reflective response it is immediately shut down and the lack of ‘free speech’ card is used.
To be honest, I’ve been here before, and it’s extremely uncomfortable. The group facilitator is out of their depth and not able to contain the attacks. I am not a therapist and should not have to tolerate attacks or be the educator in a group setting. I’m aware it’s a systemic problem on the training itself but Im wondering how i can I support/educate myself (any readings, videos) and wanted some solidarity from any peers.
The ‘leader’ of the attacking group has openly aligned themselves with fascist ideals.