r/satanism • u/AManisSimplyNoOne • 5h ago
Discussion Do you find the secrecy of being a Satanist in society appealing?
I have encountered an almost deliciously ironic situation and I realize that part of the appeal here, is the secrecy itself.
For a long time, I have actually always wanted to learn martial arts. Now, I live in a rough patch in the Bible Belt, the city is full of crime, poverty and economic disparity, but there is a church on every corner kind of scenario, not to mention five or six megachurches.
If you want to get elected to a city council position, you need to be a crook who can smile at Mega Church functions, and takes bribes.
However, I actually found a Karate class at a local megachurch for one of the cheapest prices ever. Even better, the classes are small, (8-9 people) and the majority are teenagers, so lessons are more upclose, personal, teachers can spend individual time with you on where you are weak, etc.
Lesser magic and role playing comes in really handy here.
For one thing, in the real world, I never talk about myself. That is reserved for only closest of close friends. So, early on in Satanism, I actually watched loads of videos on acting methods. Adler, Strasberg, Meisner and Stanislavski. So, what do I do in this class ?
I play a role. I am the older guy that drops a humorous line or two and the students kind of chuckle. Of course, NOT excessively, you never want to be annoying. So, when a teacher says self-defense, I might say, "Does that include being able to attack my doctor when he says I am old and need to drop ten pounds? Laughs and chuckles all around.
With the teenagers around me , I might punch clumsy, I might kick lousy one class, and add : " I think my knee woke up for the first time since 1995" What happens ? They are like : Look man, correct your stance like this, move your leg like this.
They have no idea that I used to live under a bridge, drinking alcohol, panhandling and encountering potential violence daily.
But, the best part ? I was leaving class one night and saw a church poster : SATAN WALKS AMONG US ! "
I chuckled and thought : You have no idea
Felt like a character in a movie, one whose eyes glow when no one is around :)
Do you love the secrecy of being around clueless people that have ZERO idea who you are ? It is a vanity sin and I love it
