r/EOOD • u/kaylazomg • 16h ago
Support Needed Frozen In fear to go to gym, wanting to push myself to go today
Hi, I deal with social anxiety, being surrounded by other people, and generally challenging myself to work out. I got done with my therapy today mostly talking about my desire to go to the gym. I came home with the intension to grab my workout bag and change to work out, but all I’ve done is take off my work clothes and gotten into bed, completely avoiding going… I am frozen and can’t make myself go. I have the choice, and I want to gift myself health, but I am still fearful. I don‘t like the idea of putting myself in an uncomfortable situation or environment with people. I know they don’t care about me and aren’t thinking of me, but I am still afraid of being around people. I am vulnerable at the gym, and I hate feeling vulnerable around other people…… I am looking for support.