r/Prostatitis • u/Cluudoo • 14h ago
Vent/Discouraged I am in pain and mental breakdown
My story is a little bit complicated, so thanks to everyone reading and trying to understand my case...
Male, 29 years old, married foe 3 years, no kids, due to a mild varicocele in left testicle (very mild, like it's not even a problem for the doctors) 2 years passed, i am 1m80, i used to eat a lot of everything, so unhealthy food and no activity, i work in an office, sitting all day and work all night at home sitting also facing computer, max 5 hours or 4 of sleep, sex was not that great max 3 times a week or 2, i don't last much, in a personal view it was okey to be overweight, although i had some pain in the testicle and my colon, then 5 months ago the tragedy happened, i had genital warts in my penis, i dont know from where, my wife did a frotti she was clean no high risk and not a single wart in her (i envisage for her to do anal scanning in the futur) had my warts eliminated by electrocution, since then my life went downhill with paranoia and i check my penis every second, its okey no sex for 4 or 3 months, only edging and masturbating, then 2 months ago i ejaculated, i felt my penis got enflammed the day after, like a little bit bulky, with no pain, then one day i felt some burning, didn't pay attention to it, and then when i ejaculated again i felt a horrible pain in my meatus and my urethra, like electricity and frequent urination for all night, i didn't sleep or anything, i saw a doctor, he checked me, nothing bad, although i had a constant feeling of burning in my meatus, i did all std tests, urine test, meatus swab for chlamydia and gonhorea etc..., spermoculture, all came up negative, did echography, prostat not enlarged, he gave me anti inflammatory and anibiotic and some cream, felt nice for 5 days, then symptoms returns everytime i masturbate (bear in mind that i always edge ans touch myself) consulted another urologist, he told me its prostatitis, gave me doxyciline, nothing changed, i saw another urologist, redid all the tests and examination, he told me there is nothing, he gave me Ceprolon, last week, saw another urologist, he told me stop thinking about it and dont take ciprolon its just an irritation or mild inflammation, i ignored and still take ciprolon with another anti inflammatory, i suspect a balanitis, because of small decoloration and small bump in the head, saw another urologist, he checked me again (i forgot to mention that i told every other urologist if i have balanitis, they said no) this time i told the urologist about all my concerns and what i did and everything, and that i still feel something in my meatus, i told him mybe i have intra-meatal wart, although my pee stream is normal, a little bit week but no split, he checked my meatus and told me we dont have to use the camera because you have nothing bad and no symptoms, i told him what if i have cpps, he told me no, you dont have pain when you sit, although i feel a mild burning in my asshole sometimes, and told me this "with all my respect go see a psychologist"
Today i feel my penis weak, i cant get really aroused, when i press my the head of my penis and the meatus i feel a little mild sting inside, erection is very hard to maintain, constant burning, i am in a big paranoia, i suspect i have all the disease of the world (two months ago i did keggel exercice so harshly i wanted to improve my lasting time) to the point i suspect mybe i ruptured the muscle of my meatus but when am erect nothing hurts, am afraid to ejaculate, sometimes i test myself that mybe am good, but no, i feel something there (i stopped sugar and unhealthy food 2 months ago and i hit the gym 3 times a week) i wanted to improve, yes my varicocele is not hurting and my colon also, i feel great, but my penis no, 5 urologist said am good there is nothing there, but i can't agree, i have this burning, this urge to see what's inside, am taking all the medicines that exist, i cut off coffee and excessive smoking, i drink only water, what can i do? Where is the problem? I cant feel relief, is that a classic prostatitis? Does the prostatitis makes the meatus burn? Can a prostatitis be without enlarged prostat? Should i wait and not touch anything for like 15 days and do the camera? Do i have stenosis? Am in so much pain and big spiral.
Am very sad and concerned.