I know life is not easy on us, but it's human nature to think you have it worse than everyone. Call it being lazy, unguided or whatever, but I have not done anything with my life. I'm at a point in life where all I think about is just not existing. I passed out from +2 in 2016, wasted 4 years of my life trying to figure stuff out (tried for US, prepped MBBS, tried a course, didn't like it, changed it and finally enroled in a public uni in Nepal which I didn't really attend). I still have a year to finish my bachelor's course. (6 years for a 4 year course, cmon)
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I look at my mom and see her tired and wrinkled eyes and feel that all I've ever done in life was disappoint her. I talk to my dad and see his hard work go down the drain. I look at my brother and see he is following the same path I did.
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I've been working customer service in a field that has absolutely no relation with my field of study. I can't make friends, I'm lonely, I've not even been travelled anywhere for god's sake.
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In the midst of all this, I have finally decided that I have to pick an option that's best for me. If anyone has any idea about this, please tell me with this profile, which is the best : Italy, Germany (study or Ausbildung) or Poland for a master's because I know moving on, I want to make my parents proud and over all, I want to make myself proud.
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Appreciate all the help I can get.