Hey everyone, new to this group. I thought this might be a good place to ask a question. Let me get straight into it, I’ve only been with men my whole life and it’s been fine yk what I mean. But when I see women at the gym, or any where really or when I think about women I feel more attracted to them and way more excited than I ever do with men. All I do is fantasise about women and wish I was with one. When I imagine a relationship I think of a woman, yet I’ve never been with one. I’m sorry if this sounds weird or too forward but I feel like this is a safe place to ask. I was wondering if any one had the same experience or has any advice on how I move forward with this. I was wondering if any one felt the same but then realised maybe they were lesbian?

I hate body hair and facial hair and i wish for long hair and other feminine things. Idk if these started after i read them on reddit just because i did or if i just create problems to suffer. Idk if im queer at all.

I do envy my crush however. I wish i was her, it hurts that im not. I just want to figure out what i am so everything makes sense again.