I'm 29 years old, male, currently working in the UK. I recently got my work visa. My job is quite physical, mazdoor hi samajh lo.
Life has become pretty much the same routine every day. Go to work, come home, eat, sleep, and repeat. That's about it.
Ab shadi ki bhi age ho rahi hai. Ami kehti hain ke khud bhi koi dekh lo, lekin yahan UK mein it's not that easy. Looks wise bhi I'm nothing special. Bas aik aam sa banda hoon.
Pakistan mein bhi jahan baat hoti hai, everyone expects ke shadi ke baad wife ko saath UK le kar jao. But the reality is, I barely earn enough to manage my own expenses and save a little on the side. I don't even know if it's practical anymore ke shadi karo, wife Pakistan mein rahe aur phir saal do saal baad usay bula lo.
Sometimes I just sit and think ke 29 saal ho gaye, aur zindagi mein aisa kya achieve kiya hai? Na koi proper career bana, na financially itna stable hoon, na personal life mein kuch ho raha hai.
I know everyone has their own struggles, but sometimes it genuinely feels like I'm just a failure. Bas zindagi guzar rahi hai, jee nahi raha.